Sometimes I realise I easily get lost in my own mind expecting that my life should be as I imagine everyday in my own little universe when in reality it's not that way at all. I'm not where I want to be in life by any measure yet I know in my heart that I am building it, piece by piece. It's hard sometimes when you have a vision of your home, personal space and snippets of your future because anything else just isn't good enough and it makes me feel so depressed somedays. One day, in a year or five I will have everything i've always wanted and i'll look back at this post and smile.
One day, dream of mine. You will be my reality and every day will be a happy one.